Mesmerized

You looove to look at yourself in the mirror. You watch yourself and look at things through your mirror. You pretty much mesmerize yourself. Adorable. 

I got to hold you and snuggle you today. Loved every second. 

The doc came in to say your echo showed improvement on your pulmonary hypertension which is good, it is evident that you need those meds. The docs are trying to wean your steroids to get them to every other day. Your oxygen is still up and down. It's really hard to feel completely comfortable with doing surgery since your oxygen varies so widely. We, along with the doctors, want you to be in a certain range for several days. But the numbers don't stick which makes it difficult. We may not get the luxury of stable numbers.  I looked back over the last 3 months since you've been on this ventilator and your numbers have always been up and down. Maybe I already wrote that in a post. We just love you so much and want to do what's best for you. 

I love you, son. 

To the moon and back. 

Xoxo

Mom