While I was at the hospital I pumped next to your crib. I had the nursing cover on so I couldn't see the bottles. When I was almost done I checked the bottles and saw this:
I noticed my milk supply decreasing so I've been pumping for longer each time and I guess I pumped too long too many times. Yikes.
After I talked to the lactation specialist I got to hold you. You were 78 percent oxygen before I held you and then you went to 69. It was so relaxing just holding you. We both loved it.
While I was holding you I noticed you pull away and it almost felt like you were gagging. You were definitely uncomfortable. I think you have a lot of reflux, sweetheart. Hopefully we can help you out with that. There is a surgery called a gastrosemy where they put a tube in and it comes out of your stomach. You'd be fed through a hole out of your body. They also do a procedure where they close off the top of your stomach so that nothing can be refluxed and aspirated. So many things to think about.
Daddy got to see you after work and hold you.
Sure do love you.
Xoxomom
I love every single post. These are precious beyond words. Your tenderness and his giant spirit come through so strongly. LOVE You. LOVE You.
ReplyDeleteLeah! Just looking at that pump makes my chest hurt! Ouch girl! Hang in there!!!
ReplyDeleteOoooo my boobs hurt for you friend.
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