If you aren't aspirating then you also need a tracheostomy for long term ventilation. We have tried all the things possible to wean your oxygen and vent settings and haven't been able to. This surgery is very intense and the recovery can be extremely hard. Some babies thrive once it's in place, others aren't able to survive the surgery and some just don't get better. They basically paralyze you after surgery so you can't mess with the trach and they need you to be still. They stop feedings and give you IV fluids which cause you to swell up. Most babies need more support and can regress to nitric oxide and the high frequency vent. After recovery you would stay in the hospital until your vent settings were low enough for the home ventilator. Once on the home vent you'd go to a children's house where they teach us how to care for you. When home, we would have a nurse for 24 hours. Eventually we would only have a nurse for 8 hours each day. The doctors think you'll need about a year or so on the home ventilator. Time can only tell that.
Tomorrow's study will help us know what you need. Whichever surgeries you need would be done at one time to avoid repeated anesthesia and multiple recoveries. They will most likely be done next week. Although we don't know so many things, there are things that I am absolutely certain of.
You are meant to be part of our family and we love you more than can be adequately expressed.
Heavenly Father has a plan for you and your life has a beautiful purpose.
You have hundreds of people praying for you who love you.
Getting you here and keeping you here has been so so hard, sweet boy. But it is all worth it.
I love you, son.
Xoxo
Mom
Caleb has the best cheeks EVER! You will make the best decisions for him, he is so loved. I know you have probably heard this before with your last name Fish, when I think about Caleb I always think of Dory from Finding Nemo, " Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming, swimming." always pops in my head when I read your blog:)
ReplyDeleteLove him so much! I'm grateful for doctors and nurses who take care of us when we need it, and I am glad there is hope in the procedures that they can provide. I'll keep praying for the very best!
ReplyDeleteLeah, so many decisions to make. My heart aches for you. I admire yours and Zeb's strength through all of this. You truly amaze me!
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