No way around it

My heart just aches for you. It feels as though my arms haven't held you for decades and my heart has been broken for centuries. It hasn't even been 2 years since you slipped back to heaven and yet it feels like forever since I was able to kiss you. This mama heart is tired of hurting. 

I love you, son. 

Xoxo

Mom 

P.S. Now that this day is over and I read what I wrote I am so grateful that these intense moments of sadness aren't what I feel all the time. I of course ache for you daily but I am so grateful for the strength and comfort I receive constantly from my Savior.