This is the story of our family. We have 5 beautiful daughters and a sweet baby boy who returned to heaven after fighting in the NICU for 7 months in July 2014. A week before he passed away we got the surprise of the century when we found out I was expecting baby number 6. We are trusting in Heavenly Father and His plan for our family.
Oh my dear Leah.... You have been on my mind a lot lately... I had so many emotions reading this tender post. I think I have thought those very things. It's hard to know even where to begin in finding yourself again. One thing I do know about you....you are most definitely a force for good. Sending much love your way!
Love you with all my heart and soul. I know who you are... Someone who is good to the core, has a heart the size of the US, has faith and hope and trust in the Lord that changes lives, you are funny and spunky and laugh harder at your own jokes than anyone else does, you are the first to offer help and you befriend the under dog. You are still YOU. Just a different version. I love both versions of you. The Leah before Caleb was more carefree than the Leah now... but the Leah now is every bit as fun and spunky. You will find your way through this. You are not alone. Gosh I hate how far apart we live from each other. You are not only my little sister but my best friend. You are as good as they come. I am so proud of you for sharing your heart with the world. I have had many of those similar feelings the last 3 months. Although I don't fully understand your heart or feelings... I am sorry. I am here and I love you more than words. You've got this. I have no doubt.
Oh my dear Leah.... You have been on my mind a lot lately... I had so many emotions reading this tender post. I think I have thought those very things. It's hard to know even where to begin in finding yourself again. One thing I do know about you....you are most definitely a force for good. Sending much love your way!
ReplyDeleteLove you with all my heart and soul. I know who you are... Someone who is good to the core, has a heart the size of the US, has faith and hope and trust in the Lord that changes lives, you are funny and spunky and laugh harder at your own jokes than anyone else does, you are the first to offer help and you befriend the under dog. You are still YOU. Just a different version. I love both versions of you. The Leah before Caleb was more carefree than the Leah now... but the Leah now is every bit as fun and spunky. You will find your way through this. You are not alone. Gosh I hate how far apart we live from each other. You are not only my little sister but my best friend. You are as good as they come. I am so proud of you for sharing your heart with the world. I have had many of those similar feelings the last 3 months. Although I don't fully understand your heart or feelings... I am sorry. I am here and I love you more than words. You've got this. I have no doubt.
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